The motivation I have right now is barely even there. Hopefully it will just get me to school. Sadly I'd have to say my video games stole all my motivation towards school. I need to somehow give myself a jumpstart towards school. If I start making my video games a reward when I finish doing homework or studying that might help me. But the challenging part is making me do the schoolwork first. During the beginning of school I was all focused on trying to be the best student there. Then slowly and subtly it all started fading away. I can put my schoolwork first for about a week then it becomes meaningless. Procrastination is my worst enemy in school. Almost everything I do becomes a last minute thing for me. In the future I plan on doing the homework the night I actually get it, studying a week before a test, not the night before. If I follow through with everything I said I should be able to make it through the school year with flying colors. The hard part is making sure I don’t slack in doing the schoolwork and the studying. I’ve just been enlightened. My teacher just explained to me how to view my life in 5 years. And now school feels that more important to me. I hope that I will be able to keep this view on school the same till I finish the semester and or the school year. Now if I ever have a down on school I will most likely talk to my teacher about it so she can spark my interest in it again.
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